A model is leaving OnlyFans after a four-year stint, citing feelings of depression and an inability to get out of bed.

Lowri Rose, who endured childhood sexual trauma, expressed that this experience had left her feeling "hypersexual and erratic," leading to risky behavior fueled by low self-esteem.

Despite being one of Britain's prominent creators on the platform, the 25-year-old from Swansea is courageously stepping away from OnlyFans.

However, she is apprehensive about her future employability and shared her story exclusively with the Daily Star.

Reflecting on her time on OnlyFans, Lowri remarked, "It's incredibly tough – facing constant criticism every single day. When you're not passionate about what you're doing and people are tearing you down for it, it's unbearable."

"The negativity extends beyond the online world. Despite what people might say, the judgment is palpable. It's overwhelming."

Lowri's upbringing in a devout Christian household meant attending church twice on Sundays until she reached adulthood. However, she claims her family severed ties with her when she chose to sell erotic images of herself online.

Her decision was partly influenced by her TikTok popularity in 2018, where she amassed a large following through dance videos. Exploring ways to capitalize on her online presence, joining OnlyFans seemed like a logical step at the time.

Reflecting on her initial decision, Lowri shared, "Back then, it didn't feel as unconventional. But looking back, it seems like a radical choice."

"Starting during the Covid era meant minimal social interactions, so I didn't anticipate its real-life repercussions. Now, with the platform being oversaturated, the competition is fierce, pushing creators to extreme lengths for attention and subscriptions."

Engaging in excessive sexual activity took a toll on Lowri over time, leading her to seek professional help to address her past struggles. She reached a point where she no longer felt comfortable sharing explicit content on OnlyFans, citing concerns about privacy breaches.

Reflecting on the past year, Lowri opened up about her battle with depression and the difficulty she faced in carrying out daily tasks. She realized that her involvement with OnlyFans was contributing to her distress. Upon deciding to step away from it, she experienced a sense of relief and regained motivation to pursue other endeavors.

Initially content with creating explicit content, Lowri's perspective shifted as she confronted childhood trauma. Despite earning more money than ever, she made the tough decision to leave OnlyFans behind. Transitioning away from it wasn't just about finances but also about uncertainty regarding her future prospects.

While grappling with the uncertainty, Lowri explored alternative paths, including streaming and music. Despite feeling anxious about the transition, she expressed gratitude for the personal growth it brought her. She emphasized that she wouldn't regret her decisions, as they liberated her from a toxic environment and shaped her into a stronger individual.